International Speaker Day and Personal Struggles

Today is International Professional Speaker Day, a day that holds significance for me as a person who engages in public speaking through unconventional means. Despite facing challenges with verbal communication, I have found a way to share my voice and connect with others using technology. This day reminds me of the power of adaptability and the beauty of embracing alternative methods of expression.

This past year, I haven't been as active with my writing or blogging as I would have liked. My absence from the online world can largely be attributed to my mental state, which has taken a hit as of late. Coping with the limitations imposed by my disability and navigating the complexities of life has taken a toll on my motivation and creativity.

However, amidst these struggles, there have been rays of hope. I am grateful for the support I've received via different channels. Through my NDIS plan, I was able to secure funding for sessions with a psychologist. I am anxious to explore where this path will take me, although eager to embark on a journey of self-improvement and emotional healing.

One of the constant challenges I grapple with is the uncertainty of my place in this world and where I fit. I often question whether it's my disability or my personality that makes me feel this way. It could well be a combination of the two. Still, through public speaking (albeit via my tablet), I have discovered a platform where my voice and my experiences can be heard, and hopefully, even in a small way, I can contribute to a more just and diverse world.

Despite the hurdles I face in my journey of self-discovery and self-expression, I remain optimistic about the future. My love for public speaking and blogging drives me to continue, even when motivation wanes. The connections I make with people through my public speaking engagements are incredibly meaningful to me. These moments give me hope that we can eventually find our place in the world, even when it feels like we don't quite fit in. At the very least, it eases the loneliness that accompanies the feeling of displacement, even if temporary.

In the pursuit of personal growth, I've taken steps outside my comfort zone this year by engaging in new activities, including joining a chess club. Playing chess at a club with people of all different backgrounds has been both refreshing and empowering. I look forward to sharing more about this experience in my upcoming posts.

As I navigate through the challenges of life and all the comes with it, while reigniting my passion for blogging and public speaking, I invite you to settle in for the next chapter. Your support over the years has meant a tremendous amount to me, and I am eager to continue sharing, once again.

In conclusion, on this International Professional Speaker Day, let us celebrate the power of communication, irrespective of the method used. Let us honor the diverse voices that enrich our world, recognising that every individual has a unique and valuable perspective to share.

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